How to go from having thoughts to thinking

HowTo:

How to go from having thoughts to actually controlling your thoughts. Instead of having thoughts, it’s better if you can make a logical line of reason to follow through a course.

Since emotions can be tied to thoughts, someone that can evoke a thought can make you have an emotional response to that thought.

The reasoning of animals, insects, and people today is group think. Group feelings. Everyone feels good about feeling bad about feeling good about having done something wrong.

By keeping people so emotionally wrapped up that they can not sort out their thoughts, it keeps people from getting more intelligent. The whole process is to keep people stupid.

Get Smarter

The problems with today’s world is that the media is controlling people’s thinking, which is controlling their emotions. People are being manipulated into feeling the way our whole society is feeling.

The only way to think strait is to take your emotions out of the equation. The only real emotion you should have is compassion and un-conditional love. They stir your emotions to keep you from thinking strait.

If you limit your input to stimuli than you can begin to control your thoughts in ways that allow you to control your emotions. Which in turn will allow you to sort your thoughts out and become a reasonable human being that goes from having thoughts to thinking. This allows you greater self mastery and control of your own being that isn’t being mass hypnotized by the media into believing that something is a certain way.

You have to develop the strength to have self mastery of your emotions, your thinking, and your physical abilities. Think about what self mastery means to you.

We can not always control the situations around us, we can however control our response to them. If your thoughts trigger an emotional response then your not in control of yourself as much as you would like to be. It’s important to be in control of one’s own self to the likes that nothing is going to bother you. This however doesn’t mean that one allows themselves to be pushed around, bullied, or taken advantage of.

The differences between having thoughts and thinking is that you have awareness and mindfulness of your thoughts. Thoughts come and go, beware of holding onto any thought for too long. This is especially true of thoughts that make you have emotions. Because then the whole cycle starts back up again.

Do Better

Perhaps the only way to limit these things is to control your social circle and limit the media’s influence upon your mind.

There is no success or failure. Those two imposters will both take you for a ride you don’t want. There is only the moment, in living life and being present. How you make other people feel is important and matters, you don’t want to be the person that abuses and takes advantage of others, and at the same time you don’t want to be abused and taken advantage of.

This requires that one doesn’t want beyond what is practical in life. To be content with a little and happy when their is abundance. But a truly intelligent society makes all it’s inhabitants equal. With everyone having something that they are good at. And many can be good at much. A wise society is one that cares for all it’s people in ways that no one feels left behind, forgotten, or alienated from society.

A wise society is one that has no poor in it’s midst, especially when all can have plenty. If your human, than that unites you with your fellow man, being that your all human. Beware of divisions that make you feel that someone isn’t good enough. Time and situations make all humans fall from high.

The Ultimate Selfie

The Ultimate

It’s the year twenty eighteen. The world is in chaos, people aren’t able to make ends meet, they can not agree on what to eat for supper much less who should be president. Everyone is an expert, which basically means that everyone has reduced all the possibilities to such a narrow ledge they are all about to fall off a cliff and never question why.

Everyone wants equal rights, without equal work or effort. everyone wants to be special without actually being special. Everyone is so sensitive that a cross look and someone might kill themselves.

I would like to put a stop to this madness. I would like the whole fucking farce to end. I want it to end like a long drop with a sudden stop. My favorite fashion designer killed herself today, leaving a note. What about the rest of us? We’re left here to try and make the world a better place and pick up the pieces in ways that no one will understand.

Please Use Your Brain

Most of these people that rely upon government, or religion, or some other crutch of booze and drugs are but children. Like very spoiled bratty children that are all control freaks and want everyone to address them as queen bee.

Most of them couldn’t do half of what I have in the last twenty years and still be breathing with a pulse. You know everyone hates narcissists, they don’t really know why, but i do.. most of them are destructive and only care about themselves, using cruel methods of lies and false flattery to gain temporary gains that will wear out in two weeks and fall flat only to prey upon another victim with just as cruel tactics.

I want to talk about another kind of narcissist. Those who are self respecting people that care deeply about themselves and others. Those who don’t judge people and show everyone the same amount of respect until the person actually does something deserving of having lost their respect.

There are some rare breeds in this world. There are a few that are one in a hundred, then there are the ones that are one in ten thousand.

I want to tell a story. Something that if everyone had life would be simpler. Something everyone wishes they had. This is my story.

Chapter One
By the way…

Sitting on the beach with my wife in the beautiful Caribbean with the perfect sea and the scent of tropics in the air. The beach is deserted, it’s just us.

“Amber, should we take a swim?” I ask her without looking up from the view before me. “Oh I guess we could swim, would it be more fun with some heavy weights so we can dive deeper?” she asks looking down at me as if i what i was seeing was heaven whispering in my ears that it was time to play.

We suit up in the wet suits and put ten pounds on the belt so we can dive to twenty feet. We swim for half an hour before reaching the point where we can dive down. “I’m bonkers for you, you know that right?” “of course, we wouldn’t have it any other way..”

Talking About It

Sometimes when we talk we get lost in who said what, sometimes it’s like talking with yourself in just thinking a thought and knowing the answer. As we both know everything that each other knows already there are no secrets from ourselves. There would be no way to keep a secret from ourselves. You tell one of us anything and we both know it. Instantly. This can be very useful when dealing with non-native people who don’t know us.

Technically we are one person, it just happens to be that we share two bodies in which we are married to each other. I’m the guy and amber is the girl. Alex and Amber. Two of a kind.

We swim out and dive down deep. she chases me down, and i hold my breath while she takes photos of us swimming like dolphins. It’s great. you couldn’t beat it with selfie stick and a thousand dives in your world.

When we swim back to the shore and dry off. clothes are sticky, it’s better to be naked under those wet suits. less rub and rashes. we spend the better half of the afternoon just watching the view. We have no special place to be, nothing special to be doing. The real fun will be tonight anyways.

Time passes. . .

You have to wonder what it would be like? To be both a boy and a girl in two bodies with one self awareness. To be married to each other and have adventures that no one would ever understand but each other. To have a secret between the two of us that never leaves our minds. To be playful and fun, without being a stick in the mud. If we both feel the same, whatever were doing is always perfect because that is what were doing right then.

Feeling playful, have fun and play. Feeling down today, take a day off. cycles come and go. It’s more fun than being alone when there is two of you. Being male and female simultaneously has it’s perks. But that’s not the part you wouldn’t believe. Try touching your hand with your hand. it’s like nothing you have ever known.

 

This story was written on June 5, 2018

Copyright © 2018 Ctopher

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Drinking Sapphire Wine

Hey Here are some idea’s for those of us who are tired of the ways of being locked into something we don’t like. The idea itself is nothing new, however I want to bring it back to the light for all of us to think about.

What if we could choose any body, sex, and options with something simple like a reboot of our soul without having to die, or give birth or something stupid.

What if we wanted to be male. No problem. What if we wanted to be female? no problem. We could choose our looks, makeup, and styles unique to each of us without having to die, take it up the butt or pay for it with the blood another war?

We Want Peace

The book that brings this thinking to light is called, “Don’t Bite The Sun” by Tanith Lee. It’s a great idea, could be made so everyone can have one mind and soul without loosing our memories, thoughts, or spirit.

We want a better world where the software works with the hardware, not the dumb shit we got now. Sure it should be real, however it’s got to be worth having for our generation, for our future, and for our loved ones.

Death and suicide would be a thing of the past and we could live with a currency that paying was just watching enough tv for thirty seconds. Why not?

Love What is Possible and Think Free

I have been trying to get people to think, to use their minds, and to be more creative; many of my efforts have failed and this is my goal to reach the minds and hearts of those that can dream for something that is within our reach. The problem is that they won’t let us live, and that is reason to not let them rule.

Please share this message and send it to those who will wake up and start thinking what could be possible and how we could be living and leave this war, violence, and their greed to die with this world.

Thanks.

Knowing The Path and Walking The Path

Enlightenment an Essay

Finding enlightenment can not be understood through teaching. No matter how many times you read this essay, you will not become enlightened as per se. You may be able to find a path that will lead to enlightenment. The journey is strictly up to you as your own being. That said, take this as you find it as suited to your own tastes.

Most people find thinking a difficult task. Some even feel the act of thinking is painful. Perhaps society has made the very act of thinking so difficult that most people prefer to avoid it all together. I have found that thinking can be painful emotionally and mentally.

To achieve enlightenment requires that one be able to endure a great amount of that kind of pain. The process may be worth while, but why re-invent the wheel if a simple teaching would not solve the problems with the added avoidance of unnecessary pain and suffering?

The problem is that most people are hard headed and without some amount of discomfort and pain they will not be able to experience the essence of the teaching. That said, you understand that mediation is only an exercise in controlling your thoughts and the amount of pain necessary to attain understanding. It’s not the pain that brings the understanding, but the effort that is put forth.

Training

As any athlete would tell you it takes a lot of pain in training to have the endurance of winning a competition or event. Likewise true understanding requires sacrifice of personal self and sacrifice of comfort to attain.

True understanding is common yet unrealized. Many people wonder why they have pain but don’t think of the cause of the pain and only seek comfort to the suffering. But to have true understanding a person would avoid the problem that causes the pain in the first place. So how do you find enlightenment without suffering the pain of thinking painful thoughts?

Well somethings are possible and if you’re an exceptional person you may be able to attain such a feat without suffering more than a mere headache from the effort put forth. Perhaps an extraordinary person could achieve such a feat, perhaps. I know that I would like to save you that pain that I have come to know to arrive at this point. While I may have attained a deeper understanding, and perhaps true enlightenment to a degree. If I can save others from hurting, perhaps there is a way.

No one wants to read everything I have ever talked about or written or said. No one wants the reward without the effort, or that is to say everyone wants the reward without the effort.

Beyond all teachings, there are just a few basic points. Be kind in word and deed without using or resorting to harsh words. Enjoy what you have without feeling the need for always to improve or gain more. A humble person may have less and be more happy than those who are too prideful.

Understanding The Path

Understand simple things and simple principals. Without rushing to conclusions you will find that everyday until the day you die is a learning experience that you can benefit from. With that said, don’t let a day go by that you don’t learn or think something new. May your pain be minimal and your joy be great.

The biggest mistake you can make is to think you are an expert and to rule out every possibility that you don’t agree with in the process. Because true understanding and enlightenment is more than what an expert can understand but less than a common sensible person will do by instinct. Study yourself before you pass judgement on someone else.

The Story of Valdership

A parable

“Teach me how to think like you think, please.” The college freshman requested of his philosophy teacher. The professor looked for a moment into the sky and said, “I could no more teach you how to think like me, than it would be possible to teach you to think like a baboon.” The boy took a sigh and looked forlorn. The teacher sensing his frustration added, “I could show you how to think for yourself so regardless of what you are you could be a thinking person. That would be much better.”

“Yes please kind sir, that would be a gracious gift.” The professor took a seat and began by speaking about the differences between having thoughts which is common and the difference between controlling your thoughts in a civilized manner.

“The thing to be aware of is when thoughts create emotions.” the professor said in a matter of factly way. For instance lets say that I said something in class that makes you mad, and you stay mad and angry about what i said for three or four days. Then the next time you come to my class, I say something else that makes you mad and you stay angry about that for four or five days. In essence what I have done is psychologically manipulated you into staying angry until you come back to my class, in which time the process starts all over again.

How to Grow

Now a wise person would let go of the anger and learn the lesson from the example instead of staying angry. But the emotional feeling of being angry keeps you from sorting out your thoughts and as long as i keep making you angry then your thinking will not be able to change to learn the lesson. The anger in your heart makes you have more thoughts that in turn fuels more feelings of being angry, thus stoking a cycle of feelings and thoughts that if not stopped will result in your demise.

The truth is it’s no different than what the media of today’s world is doing. It’s designed to keep people stupid and to keep their emotions stirred up to prevent them from thinking a thought through to completion. If you really want to know how to think you have to move from “Just having thoughts.” of the kind that pop into your head to actually thinking thoughts.

That makes sense right?

Well when you explain it in that way, yeah it kind of does.

Generally a persons output matches their input, so if you get bad input then your going to have bad output. It’s like the computer programmers old motto, “Garbage in, Garbage out.”

The difference between us is that one person can learn to understand which is garbage and which is useful bits of information. Always take the good training you get a do better with it, and always remember the bad training you get and don’t do that crap.

Make Good Use Of Your Time!

Please make good use of your time. You are the only person that can do it. If your not getting the results you want, then look at what results you are getting and change what you do until you get the results you want.

Everyone has a limited amount of time. You have to keep trying, keep believing, and dream big. The truth is, no one is going to do it for you. It’s up to each of us to make it right. It’s up to each of us to make it better for the next person that comes along.

What kind of world do you want for the next ten generations? Start today to create the world of your dreams. You will have to get the support of others to make it come true, start today. Think of a plan and get others to support your goals. Maybe they are not just your goals, but everyone’s goals. Find a common shared goal, and work towards that.

Help!

I saw the illusion of free will
and sought love and companionship.
Only to suffer torment and pain.

I saw the illusion of death
and sought life despite it.
Only to suffer torment of death.

I saw the illusion of salvation,
and drown in my own blood.
Only to suffer life again.

If you say I have free will is it truth
or illusion? If it’s illusion they could
hurt me anyway they want I would have
no control over it.

But justice in the universe is not blind.
The universe knows my pain,
The universe knows my suffering,
The universe knows who they are.

When the universe whispers into the living God’s
ears the truth of what has been done, heaven
will send family to my aid. Pray it be soon,
for I’m almost dead. And when the wrong possess might
they try to condemn innocent ones to hells fright.

These are things to be remembered.

Thinking and Feeling

Importance

When learning your way through your heart and mind, there is one thing that will change your life. To quote the famous philosopher, Aristotle. He said:

It is the mark of an educated mind to be able to entertain a thought without accepting it.

This is really true when searching for your life goals and meaning in your life. You must learn how to separate your thoughts from your emotions.

If you have an emotional response to every thought then you will be very frustrated. However if you can have the thoughts and deal with them one at a time while not allowing every one of them effect your emotions, then you have reached maturity.

Heart mind conflict:

Sometimes you have to go through a long process of thinking everything through without letting it all upset you. Sure you can think anything, be brave enough to do so. Just don’t accept everything you think, and better yet; don’t let everything you think effect your heart.

The mind and heart are separate. Too many people confuse everything that think with an emotion. This is simply not healthy. If you want to be happy you have to let your heart feel love and joy. What your brain does doesn’t have anything to do with your heart.

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Please be aware, this is in no way to say you should think bad thoughts. That is up to your own morals and what you feel is right or wrong. This is only to say that you should be open to all the good possibilities that are available. Your morals determine what you think is right or wrong to think. Please use good judgement.

Message In A Bottle

Message In A Bottle

I want to say thank you to those of you whom have been here for me. To those that dared to create, to live, those that inspired others to think, to dream, and be free.

After having approached a major turning point in my life, I find that I have to thank those who did above and beyond exceptional. My life had changed some fifteen years ago, and now five hundred million seconds later; I take my learning to do something new.

I hope to create, free from distractions, with the courage to dream what has not be done before. To those who have come this far, you are amazing.

If your in doubt, please read the manual. Otherwise if you have no fears, feel satisfied and content; by all means carry on without having read it.

I hope that your next five hundred million seconds are filled with wonderful kindness, creativity, and creative genius that inspires others around us to dare.

If your not doing the best you can, start today with the things that you can change. Having the right frame of mind, having the patience, skill, and love; those things are possible. You can do it, you can make it work! Don’t give up. The process may take a few years, you have the time to work towards what you want. Go for it!

Example With A Point

Something to think about

I want to make a point. To do so I will have to use an example of what is happening so that you will understand my point by applying the example. So take a deep breath, close your eyes for five seconds and then imagine the following.

It’s eleven thirty at night, you get tired and go to bed. You lie awake for half an hour and then fall asleep. You go right into REM sleep and you dream that your in your own house, in your own living room, sitting in your own EZ chair.

Your sitting in your EZ chair, you know your dreaming and your perfectly content to sit in your EZ chair doing nothing full well knowing your dreaming, and that your asleep in your bed. So you sit in your chair and you know that you will wake up if you get out of the chair. The only thing you would have to do to wake up from the dream is get out of the damn chair. But it’s so comfortable.

Time Passes

A long time passes. Your still dreaming in  your EZ chair and asleep in your bed. You don’t want to wake up, so you don’t bother to get up out of the chair. Time passes. Then a long time passes. Then many years have passed. The person you were in the bed sleeping has died. now your sitting in your EZ chair and would go strait to heaven if you got up out of your EZ chair. But it’s so comfortable. You don’t want to get up. A long time passes. Your sitting in your EZ chair and no longer know where your body is.

When you get up this morning; do yourself a favor. Ask yourself if I was about to do what I’m going to do today and it was my last day alive is this really what I want to be doing? Ask yourself and give yourself an honest answer. If the answer is no, then do something about it to change what your doing so you get better results. If you fail to do so, then your going to find yourself in that EZ chair scared shitless because your too chicken shit to get up and wake up.

Did you know me?

Did you even get to know me?

You know people judge a lot. I have to wonder if any of them actually got to know me. If they understood the problems and the trouble in my way? Did you know me, or did you make the mistake of thinking you knew me?

I wish a few more people would take the time to get to know me, and quit judging me for thinking even a little different then you do. Instead of judging me and saying I need to be a better person, why don’t you take the time to really get to know me. To understand the finer texture of my spirit and soul. What you think you know, isn’t all that’s there. Why don’t you ask some questions, or take the time to read my writing.

Try, Try, Try, Did you know me?

You could learn a lot about me from listening to my music, but if you read my writing you would know my mind. That doesn’t mean you would know my soul, but it might be one step closer to understanding me. Isn’t that what friends do for each other? Don’t you try to get to know someone, to know and understand them? There is a difference between “Talking to” someone and “Talking with” someone. Do you know the difference?

I really wish that someone would take the time to get to know me. I want someone to take the time in a judgement free frame of mind to take the time to understand what I’m about, what I believe, and what I feel.

If you take the time to try and get to know me, then if your still not satisfied then we definitely won’t be friends. But if you never try you will never know, and you could be loosing a good friend by being selfish.

Please someone take the time to read my writing, to think about what I’m saying. Take the time to get to know me, my sense of humor, and my fears and whims. If your not willing to do that, then I really don’t want you, capiche?

If you make the decision to be friends with me based upon a coin flip, your a weak shmuck. Take the time, get to know me, did you?

Did you know…

Those who say you won’t

Those who say you can’t

Are The Ones Afraid You Will

Did you know…

I have sat at the computer keyboard like a junkie everyday bleeding my heart out onto the computer screen in digital ink. Sometimes it’s more than a man can take. Sometimes it’s more than a god can take.

Did you know

I’m sure there is a plant in the galaxy M-42 that is just as bright as I am, if not smarter. It’s such a big universe and so little time. I’m not sure if I’m every coming back to sol, but If I do; I will be sure to bring a group of misfits that aren’t to be reckoned with.

I have written every thing that could possibly make a difference in my life in one place or another from everything that I could remember or think of or that I could search my sub-consious heart and mind for.

When you understand these are not thoughts from my mind, these are direct messages from my sub-consious self that understand more than most mortal humans will ever imagine. Please be patient with your fellow kin while they try to sort this out.

I understand that many of you have failed to understand what I was talking about. what I meant, or what I was trying to say. I’m sorry, I said it in english and it vexes me now that none of you knew a word I had said. It’s all good, when you learn to read what I wrote, then it will all make sense.

Flip A coin, is that a witch or bitch?

How learning to use a computer can teach you how to think clearly – Drive Fast

Drive Fast

The truth of the matter is that learning how to use a computer can increase your ability to think clearly. If you really want to drive fast, learn to think clearly. It can also help you become more creative and help you learn new skills. Throughout your life using a computer that will benefit not only yourself but others too.

I’m not talking about the skills required to use facebook or twitter. I’m talking about real skills in things that require actually reading the screen and doing the right thing.

Once you learn to think, you will find that whole new worlds open up to you. You are no longer held by old ways of thinking. The old way of thinking that keeps you from opening up to new possibilities and potential.

There is nothing worse than being held back by old ways of thinking or doing things that does not contribute to todays society. Too many people have forgotten that being of use is important.

You know to drive fast, you have to have a model that works fast. I will agree that there is nothing better than the slow happy thinker. However if you always stay in the same lane and the same track, are you not just going around in circles all the time? Think about it!

If you keep thinking in circles, then what progress have  you made in two years? What about in twenty years? Wouldn’t it be nice to quit going around in circles in your thoughts and start going in strait lines that actually take you somewhere? Think about that.

Stop going in circles

Drive fast, learn to go in strait lines and quit going in circles. Thank you for listening.

Life explained!

Life explained!

The creative process hasn’t finished yet. Think of it as using a three dimensional printer to make a three dimensional printer. Except the process is doing something else. That’s life explained in the simple terms of it.

If you were going to be building something large and complex, you would naturally want to work on small pieces and do a perfect job while completing each piece with perfection. Then you would move to the next piece that needs done and after the whole process has completed, we would have a finished product that is perfect and fit for a king.

So when I look at life and the process that we are living in, and thinking about what we’re doing with life, the creation process isn’t finished yet. We are just waiting on each piece of the puzzle to be completed in a timely and perfect manner.

It’s not easy, life is tough. What we’re making is going to be done right, the first time, and even if we have to make history repeat itself time and time again to complete the perfect finish on each and every piece we are building.  Then when it’s done it will be done right and be perfect.

Don’t Doubt; Have some faith.

Damn it, I’m smart enough to build it, and patient enough to wait for the process to complete. But damn it I Didn’t do by myself. I had help. when it’s done everyone gets their fair credit and no one will be left behind or forgotten. Everyone will be there and life will be better for everyone when it’s done.

It may be possible if you think about it, to have a being that is old enough and wise enough to have lived a million lives as a human and having all that experience and knowledge and having done it right.  You would wake up with a wealth of knowledge and wisdom and enough experience that when real life started you would be not only careful and happy enough to do right. You would be careful enough not to hurt anyone.

If you think about what the lives of a million people on earth would be like and the sadness and gladness from each of those lives and times. You would understand that the combined experiences would make you not only stronger, but a better being in the long run.

The beginning is so important that it can not be left to chance, you have to understand that god doesn’t play dice with the universe. What is being done is being done by The True God for our benefit in the future and the life that we will all have. When the creation process completes everyone will be well aware of the process having finished. It’s not over until it’s done!

Be Aware, Have some Care!

Please be aware, please have a care. Be kind, the cruel life that these people have been putting other people through has been enough shit to fill a dump in hell. Please start being better to other people and start living your life like you mean it for the good of everyone. Add some joy to people’s lives, make someone’s day better. Not talking just a smile, but something that warms their heart and mind and soul.

Please be aware, when it’s finished, it’s really done. It’s not over until it’s done right and everything is complete. So be aware, have a care. Be kind and wait for the process to finish. Everyone will be happy in the end. But the three dimensional printer, you know the wind and rain all do something in the building process. You know God doesn’t make junk, so it’s going to be done right. Just keep being kind and come hell or high water, life will continue until the process is done.

If you think I’m crazy, your right. If you think I’m insane, please check yourself into the nearest hospital. I’m just fine. If your really believe that I’m wrong and don’t know what I’m talking about and that I’m full of shit.  Then you have to read my journals of four point five million words and endure the shit i have had to think, feel, and believe. After that if you still don’t believe me, then fuck you. I wanna see the look on your face when it’s done.

If that doesn’t satisfy your understanding of life, and feel that’s not life explained very well, please consult god for advice.

Does anyone bother to think about life?

Losing Your Mind

Broken Dreams

Broken dreams don’t make a person lose their mind. If you think your losing your mind, perhaps stress. Perhaps pain, maybe too many years of isolation. Broken dreams don’t hurt. Why should they. Just because you put everything in your heart and soul into something that doesn’t work out, why should that be difficult. Maybe it’s just my ego that wants freedom from the cycle of life?

It seems no one cares, and the truth of the matter is no one does. People only care about themselves. If I could offer solutions for how they could solve their problems, then they would all be interested. Perhaps I have such a solution, but to share such information would require that someone listen.

The problem is until I have an answer for people’s most difficult problems they simply aren’t going to be wise enough to listen now. Which is sad, because if they would listen now, the future could be prevented in advance and they would be able to fix what’s wrong before it becomes a problem.

You think? Or do you think your losing your mind?

Which came first the solution to the problem or the problem itself? Maybe the problem is by design and they only want us to believe that the problem exists so they can fix it later and take all the credit? Hmm… You could figure it out.

Think Your Losing your mind? Wait until AI makes all the programming.

Maybe if your not thinking, then you really are losing your mind. Have you stopped to consider the facts. Thinking is equal to having a mind that is in good shape, and not thinking is equal to having lost your mind. Think about it.

What is truth? If I knew, maybe then I could help you solve your problems and make life better for everyone? Maybe I would give it away for free? The world is dangerously close to having lost it’s mind.

 

Bucket List

Life Goals – Bucket List

  1. To inspire ten people to do more with their life than I did with mine.
  2. To inspire ten people to write three books of at least 45,000 words each.
  3. Inspire people to master a skill, then add to what they know!
  4. To die without any money but wealthy in terms of love and respect from friends and family.
  5. To change the course of human history from destruction to a path of kindness and love. To promote peace as a sustainable means to the end.
  6. Teach others how to use a computer for creative and productive ways that makes their lives better.
  7. To teach a group of people how to think, not what to think.
  8. Make some music
  9. Take ten thousand more photographs
  10. Make life better for everyone.
  11. Never watch commercial TV again.
  12. Tell people what I really think.
  13. Burn the midnight ether.

Things accomplished:

  1. have a family
  2. have friends
  3. have a girlfriend
  4. have a job
  5. travel to Florida
  6. write a million words (4,880,040 Done)
  7. Have an art show for my photographs
  8. Take a thousand photographs
  9. Listen to 10,000 hours of music in two years
  10. Live 1,000,000,000 seconds
  11. Wrote three books
  12. Smoked 120,200 cigarettes
  13. Avoid Alcohol and drugs seven years sober without 1 drink.
  14. Learn to think
  15. Practice peace
  16. Took my own self portrait
  17. Took someone else’s portrait
  18. Learned Unix
  19. Learned Apple Computers and software
  20. Know life is worth living despite hardships
  21. Lived through hell on earth
  22. Had a dog
  23. Thought more than I spoke and listened more than I replied.

Must READ!!

Something everyone needs to understand NOW!

  1. If you never try, you will never be successful. ever!! not ever!!
  2. If you make a habit of failing, you will always fail.
  3. If you make a habit of being successful you have potential to be successful and can be more.
  • Success is not the teacher, failure is.
  • However if you never try, you will never ever be successful.

Please get out of your comfort zone’s and start doing something with your life, with yourself, and for others that helps everyone. If you give up now, then why did you come so far to quit here? Why, because it’s tough, or it’s hard, or you think you can’t do it? Start thinking you can and you might! But if you believe you never will you really and truly won’t!!

Do you understand?

If your going to practice failure for the sake of being a failure, your below average and fodder for zombies. Either help others to reach their potential or do no harm to those who are trying to rise above.

Otherwise, why else are you alive? Are you food for worms? Please Wake up!

Before it’s too late! We have the potential to make life better for everyone. Please realize you are more than you believe and could be great too. Please realize that you have potential and possibilities inside you. Please understand that you don’t have to be lazy and superficial to survive in this world.

Photography

My Photography

I want to talk about my photography for a minute here on my blog. It’s something that has gotten me through some really tough times. Although I’m not well known or famous from my work, it has brought a small amount of light back into a dim world.

I hope that you will understand that it’s something that I do for myself to see what can be done. I would like to be doing a lot more of what I feel is important work going forward into the future. However with current constraints upon my mind and body; there is only limited hope.

If you find that your unhappy and feeling a bit blue, try taking the camera out and take some photos. It’s really true, you don’t get good from anything but practice and experience. I have worked for over twenty-five years to apply myself in everything I could photograph.

Practice

Don’t limit yourself to just one kind of photography. Start really searching out to see what something will look like when you take a photograph. You will get a feel for what angle and what place to position yourself just from knowing and understanding what something when photographed will look like.

Don’t give up. There are a lot of failures going down any road. You have to be willing to keep the light alive, and dream, while seeing each failure as one more block in the progress of becoming good.

Be willing to make the long term commitment to doing something for yourself that your future self will thank you for. Keep your health in good shape, take care of yourself, and be cool with other people.

Don’t forget it’s just a skill, there are more skills you can add to your list. Once you have mastered this one, you have to be willing to take the next one too. Believe in the impossible and dream with your eyes open.